My heart sometimes get crushed over things I thought I have moved on about.
My mind sometimes get confused over things I thought I have made myself clear.
At times, I'm overwhelmed with sadness and sorrow, but alhamdulillah, it didn't stop me from waking up every day, meeting people, smiling, make hambar jokes and getting all worked up. I don't regret being me. I mean, if I were someone else, I would want to be me too hehe.
Despite that, I love the life I'm living in. As I get older, I realised that my past really mould who am I today. Thanks to Allah, He knows me better, so He let me went through hardships first to make me even stronger to face challenges I'm facing today and afterwards.
I also love the people I met. Though sometimes negative thoughts engulfed me more than positive vibes does, the energy everyone is giving me is quite overwhelming. Not a single person doesn't teach me goodness, and I learn a lot from them.
The greatest person I may not be, but I'm still improving and learning to become better and better, in shaa Allah.
Alhamdulillah for every blessings.
