things that made me sad today:
1. I got told off for something due to miscommunication. My true intention was pure (of course I know it's MY intention) but they assume things, so there it goes. I dislike being assumed of things I never thought of. They thought I lied because I lied about certain things, but seriously? Would I lie about things I genuinely feel about?
2. I've been craving for ayam gepuk for like, ages. Suddenly today my friends went to ayam gepuk, the very day I'm not together with them.
3. I despise being compared. Being told that my progress aren't enough compared to my mates is just... awful.
4. I also despise double standard. Bias. Am I that bad? Why do I feel like I am troubling someone who are supposed to do their job. Or is it me who acted too indifferently?
5. I realised I truly, really don't have any true friends. All my friends are either jealous of me, befriend me because I am convenient or secretly dislike me but talk to me anyways.
Ah.
Now I feel better.